First hawk
Hawk under umbrella
I was in the kitchen when I heard a wild beating and clattering. All I could see from the window was a confusion of feathers and very large wings under the patio bench. Since the feathers appeared to belong to a hawk, I put on my raincoat and gloves (even though the temperature was hovering around 90 degrees), as I have a deep respect for the talons and beak of even an injured hawk. Thus protected (probably inadequately), I went out and pulled one of the potted tomato plants away from the bench, hoping this would help the bird escape its confines, and then backed away.
Our good neighbors, working on the house across the street, saw the hubbub, and came over. By this time the hawk was lying still and was panting open-beaked on the hot concrete. She (at least we called it “she”) looked for all the world as if she were dying. One person suggested that we shade her with an umbrella, which we did. And since she seemed unlikely to pose a threat at this point, I removed my raincoat and gloves in order to avoid my own heat stroke.
Meanwhile I had called Alachua County Animal Services, and before long a nice young man who knew much more about hawks than we did, arrived. By this time, though, the hawk had begun to revive, and after a few minutes of sitting under the umbrella and then on the patio wall, gave a great cry and flew into one of our huge live oaks. She rested there for a while, and eventually disappeared.
Second hawk
The second hawk arrived quietly (unlike the first one) four days later, early in the morning. I tried to call Animal Services again, but it was Memorial Day, and the office was closed.
Juvenile hawk on patio wall
This time it was a juvenile. She sat on the patio wall for a while and observed us. She moved to the driveway, then to the bushes, and from there flew to the roof. We were relieved that she had moved to a higher realm, because while the hawk was watching us, a large neighborhood cat was watching the hawk. (However, I do think the cat would have gotten an unpleasant surprise had he actually tried to grab this birdie.)
Anyhow, we were hoping the young hawk had flown home, but after lunch, there she was again, on the edge of the carport and later on the railing of the deck on the other side of the house. In fact, she hung around most of the day. We put water out for her on the railing, while she mildly kept an eye on us and on her surroundings, seemingly unafraid.
The next day she was gone.
Now let me tell you something strange. The first hawk – the injured one who eventually flew away – clattered onto the patio at a time when a friend had recently moved into hospice to die. The second hawk – the young one who hung around all day – came without disturbance the day after our friend had peacefully died.
I don’t believe that the dead – or the dying – come to us literally in the form of animals. But this I do believe:
- That everyday life sometimes works in symbols, and that the symbols, if we are paying attention, can at times reveal to us a truth deeper than what our senses can perceive.
- That there is a mysterious communion among God’s holy creatures, living and dead, human or not. (See “With a Little Help from My Friends” for a quote from Saint Ignatius of Loyola. See also Romans 8:18-23 for an example of the relationship between humanity and the rest of creation.)
Were the hawks showing us something about our friend, first dying, then reborn in the peace of God? Or were they just hawks who, without any significance, blundered into our yard? Who can say for sure? What we can say is that these wild creatures brought consolation and delight in a time of sadness.
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Is it by your wisdom that the hawk soars,
and spreads its wings towards the south?
(From God’s words to Job, 39:26)
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